mE and my baby at the Venitian Hotel in Las Vegas. (new year 2004)

THIS IS MY NEW TOY!!!!!! sick huh??

yup....a 2004 pike's peak white 350Z.

My b-day present from my one and onlyyyy sweetheart. aww~~

YAY! me and my baby have officially been together for ONE YEAR. it's hard to believe. through good times and bad, we've made it this far. BUT this is nothing. we've promised to spend the rest of our lives together, so compared to that, one year is only a fraction of the time that we will spend together. hehehehe, i don't know. but i DO know that i am definitely happy.  i've been blessed. blessed with such a loving and caring partner, friend, to-be-husband....teeheeheeheeeeee. i know i'm only 19, but with HIM by my side i know exactly how i want to spend the rest of my life. now how many 19-year olds can say that? ahhh~~~lucky me.

I LOVE YOU ISSAC!!!!! muah*

haven't updated for a while now. let's see, what has happened to me for the past two weeks. for 4th of july...mE and my baby went to san francisco and rode the cable car to the pier [my first time ridingÊa cable car, it wasÊso exciting~] and ate yummy crab. hehehe, and then we watched fireworks.Êit was sO pretty~~ although it was freeeezing, he kept me tightly snuggled in his jacket.Êheeeheee. it was sO romantic and memorable. ^^ it was especailly memorable cuz it was the first time watching fireworks with a boyfriend. aNd then we finished our night off at 1015 with all of his friends.

aunts are great. they really are. i'm sure a lot of girls feel me on this one; you can tell your aunt shit that you can't tell your mom. and the best part is, aunts are soooo straight up. i love that. i had a really sincere, long talk with my aunt yesterday and i felt sooo much better. i honestly let out everything and she took it and analyzed it for me and gave me really good advices. although they were things i've thought of, coming from another female, it really made me think twice. aunts are great; they're like your honest best friends who know what they're actually advising.

lately i've been pretty lazy with updating xanga. nothing really new in life. i have three hours until my next final, must study after this. damn!!!! i hate not knowing what i gotÊfor the quarter. i hope i got straight A's. wow, to think of it, my first year at de anza went by soooo fast. i remember in high school, every year seemed so friggen long, but i guess what people say is right. "once yer out of high school, time flies." yes, it sure flew for me.Êand another thing, i love college. i love everything about it, except for the fact that you have to walk hella days to class after parking. i love how you don't have to get to know theÊteachers...like in high school, where you have to be theÊteacher's pet to survive the wholeÊdamn year. i love how thereÊisn't much homework. unlike high school whereÊyou are assignedÊridiculous amounts of homework every nightÊto practice theÊidea that you should do "work at home" grrrrr.Êbut yea, i like college. it fits my style. and before i know it, another year is going to pass and i'll be down south. hmm, leaving san jose...that's gotta be new.

san jose.............i've lived here since the 7th grade. so about 7 years now. so much memories... i've spent my adolescent years, or my "teen" years here. i've alsoÊmade my firstÊkorean friends after moving to America when i was 7.Êi'm happy to say that some of thoseÊ"first korean friends" [sylvia and vanessa] are still my friends.ÊiÊhad a first boyfriend deal inÊhigh school, my first love, my first car, my first and hopefullyÊlast physical fight, my firstÊcar accident...so many experiences, good and bad, that has shaped me into the person that i am. i must admitÊthis place is a nice place to live, and when i do go down south...i'll miss it.

anyways, yea...it will definitely be something new to move down south. it's not like i'm looking forward to it, it'llÊjust be something new.Êhow my life is right now is justÊdandy.Êok gotta go study for finals!!!!!!!!!!!Ê